oooohxxshep
23 June 2007 @ 12:20 pm
i can't even begin to tell you how many random webpages i have printed off merely because i click that GODDAMNMOTHERFUCKING printer at the top of my screen.


hello, IE. oh how i dislike you but continue to use you because i'm afraid firefox will obliterate my computer!!

i like that word, obliterate. it's very fun to say.

[this is my third edit on this entry] - i think i might bring back killusall and be happy. hm...
 
 
oooohxxshep
16 July 2006 @ 06:45 pm

i'm such a slacker with livejournal now... so much has been going on.

i've been constantly working or spending my time with jakup. that's like, it. we went bowling last week. that was fun even though i sucked and everyone backed out except for emily. emily and jakup are the only two people i truly rely on. it's kind of sad.

i guess eric finally called sean. he's got an interview tomorrow.

crazy stalker girl has a crush on mac. she asked me if he's single and i just said "he's too old for you" because i don't know him but i don't want her dating kamanites. she's crazy. i warned sean.

i bought a ton of new clothes a while ago. tank tops, sweaters, shirts. new wardrobe. woo! i've changed so much from what i used to be. i feel weird wearing loose fitting clothes now.

oh well. i'm accepting it. i guess none of this will really matter in a couple years, right?

i don't know what i'm doing about kaman's. it seems everyone is figuring out when their last day will be. if i quit, i have no clue what i'd do for a job.

kayleigh has been using jacqueline and i to get to waynesville. both of us know and neither of us are stupid enough to fall for it. i'm plotting revenge.

jon invites me to all of the bonfires she's invited to. i'm going to the next one he invites me to and i'm bringing jacqueline. just to shove it in her face that hey, they aren't YOUR friends. 

i love the song 'fury of the storm' by dragonforce.

ohh i saw panic! at the disco the other day. they were ok. the dresden dolls made my night... i was really impressed. i'm not sure, i guess i just assumed they would sound kind of "empty" live but it was soo good. panic!'s show was way too theatrical. they changed all of their songs too. it just, sucked. i don't know. i go to concerts for music and an entertaining band, not circus performers and fat teenage girls who can't sing on key.

i always assume everything is about me. not that i'm conceited or anything, i'm paranoid.

i have to close tomorrow. i hate closing. hate hate hate it. argh. oh well. i don't know who i work with but hopefully it's fun... agahlds! jon is gone for two weeks and emily is leaving tomorrow and i'm not working with caitlin until like, next week or something. oh, and cassidy is gone. lovely. i'm going to be all alone. :(

hopefully sean gets hired... that'd be fun.

my boyfriend is coming over to go swimming. :)

it makes me laugh that kayleigh thinks she and billy are "as amazing" as jakup and i, if not better. i'm sorry but um.. no. haha. i'm sounding bitchy, no, i feel like i sound like amanda. (you're not a bitch, you've just got a "tone" online... you know?) it just makes me angry because she doesn't know us and they have such a stereotypical "high school romance" relationship in which he's the asshole guy and she's the dumb girl that just falls for everything. 

i'll stop being a slacker soon, i promise.

go look at killusall for my favorite postsecret cards this week.

 
 
oooohxxshep
12 July 2006 @ 12:32 am

emily!!! i hope you get this before work.

bowling tomorrow at 8 at loveland lanes. can you go? i hope so... also, tomorrow at work could you possibly talk to eric and see what is going on with sean and an interview and such? eric hasn't called him back and sean's called like 3 times and wants to know what to do now. i said i'd talk to you.

i'll call you on your break if you don't leave a comment on here or something...

if you do get this before tomorrow, then good luck selling!

 
 
oooohxxshep
11 July 2006 @ 12:55 am
i am sick of hearing stories from people and not knowing who to believe because apparently "they're a liar so fuck them."

people make me so fucking sick. i'm having a bad moment, not a bad day or anything, i'm just really kind of pissed off right now and i'd like to just say "shut the fuck up" because they're all full of shit and they all know it but i can't, i'm a friend. we're all struggling so fucking hard to get along and stay together and i'm trying. 

i'm so sick of people. we're all just so goddamn fake to each other it's disgusting. 

do you know what all of this fighting is getting me? i'm struggling so hard at something and i don't even know what it is.. and do you know what it has gotten me? absolutely nothing.

i'm starting to wondering what the fuck i'm doing all of this for. 



[ i hate that i've been doing this. i get so pissed off, disgusted, so.. everything negative at the people who are supposed to be my best friends and in a day, it all goes away and i'm so happy to be talking to them and as soon as i talk to them, it all starts again. ]
 
 
oooohxxshep
05 July 2006 @ 11:11 am
randy and amy are moving back to florida in three weeks.

i hate her for doing that to him.

i can hear my cat running around in the living room breaking things. i don't feel like going to look at what she's done.
 
 
oooohxxshep
05 July 2006 @ 02:29 am
friends entries don't show up. arghhhhhhhhhhhh. i quit.
 
 
oooohxxshep
05 July 2006 @ 01:01 am
i feel really happy for a really dumb reason. i had 11 messages on my phone from random people at the taking back sunday concert simply because i wasn't there and they felt bad. i know, it's retarded, but it makes me really happy. it makes me happy to hear them all singing and screaming and having fun.

hold on one second ok?
huh?
hold on
k
one second ok?
ok
just hold on
ok
hold on one second
ok
ok?
ok


blahh. worked today. it suckkkkkkkkked. jakuppp came over when i got home though. sadly i like, slept the whooooole time.

but thats ok. i'm going to spend the day with him tomorrow.. so. yeah.

thursday i work and then i'm going to the foot doctor... i swear if he touches my toe i will kill him. i can't handle it anymore. i hate doctors now. i can't stand it. thinking about going makes me want to cry.

i'm... in a good mood. yeah. sorry. i love you all. i'm tired and out of it.
 
 
oooohxxshep
03 July 2006 @ 12:34 pm
and i'm done. i guess i'm going to go read now.

i've had jakups book for like, ever and i've yet to read it... rahr.

i want to do something today. :(
 
 
oooohxxshep
03 July 2006 @ 12:23 pm
what can i say, i get bored easily. sooo i made a new journal and i'm not sure who all is going to be able to read this yet. maybe i'll just make it public. who knows.
 
 
oooohxxshep
03 July 2006 @ 01:49 am
i think i got it.
 
 
oooohxxshep
03 July 2006 @ 01:45 am
i guess this thing works? i don't know.

i don't like this new "customization" thing.

i felt like starting over so... i have.

no, it's nothing against you.

yes, i lied.

i'm just rambling now.

i need to see how far down this scroll box goes...

i guess this is enough rambling.
 
 
oooohxxshep
05 June 2006 @ 01:15 am
new start, new livejournal.

woo.